Duh!!! I'm single.. so what?? and why do people nag and bug me by asking about the same old apocalypse story.. my disaster remains to be mine.. even if i want to forget things the people surrounding me would not let me to do so.. every f****** day they keep reminding of a story that I want to put behind me and simply get over it.. but nahhh... I'm still trying.. its hard... but at least I'm trying.. but these people make things even more difficult for me.. and i know they mean well.. but let bygones be bygones.. it not like as if I'm Samantha or Isabella from Bewitched .. the minute i twitch my nose I'm not going to get things done.. i can't snap my fingers and catch a big fish!!! I'm only human.. a homosapien with normal feelings and issues..
I'm f******tired of people asking me why the f*** I'm single.. I'm single cause I'm single la.. maybe its meant to be this way for me.. but these people can come up with weird things to thrash at me.. an old friend who is dear to me met up with me for coffee.. her bf joined her soon.. so two's a company three's a crowd.. she called me back after the get together and told me that her bf thinks the reason I'm single is because I need to lose weight.. and in order to catch a guy i have to do so.. Yeah... i when like wtf??? I'm hitting the gym for what the f*** then?? but what has my weight got to do with catching a bf?? its my health... and I'm not fattttt... chubby maybe... ok i admit it I'm not the scrawny thin kinda gal yet I'm not fat nor am i slim... f***... but at least I'm doing my best to be in a better shape.. but wtf has this got to do with the other one.. that comment actually got into me.. and brought me down man...
What else?? you are not thin enough.. you are not fair enough... you are not rich enough... you are what else?????? I'm soooooooooo sick of listening to these people bitch and bitch and wonder about my status.. some even have the nerve to tell me that I'm single cause I'm choosy.... wtf??? I was .. still am?? i dono man... in love with a man with many many flawsssssss yet it didn't bother me cause i loved him.. if i went for looks or other criterion i wouldn't be in this f****** mess but i don't regret them simply cause i am who i am today because of my history.... so you bozo's out there get into your minds that there is more to a women than her weight .. height.. colour... race or even as lame as this may sound her accent... and the stereotyping women with larger bosom means she's got no brains is even pathetic and disgusting...
I'm sick of meeting immature people who cant even have decent conversation... and stop bugging me about my past... its gone... its never gonna come back... what is meant for me would be for me and whats not.. is simply not meant to be.. i hate fretting but hate it even more when people invade my space..... for once i want to meet people who appreciate the fact that I've got brains , morality and principles... i swear only when I'm really angry.. and trust me I'm really pissed now...
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perhaps you should try typing with paragraph?
and since you dont believe girls with big boobs means brainless... you're saying girls with big boobs can be brainy.... so... are you saying you're brainy?
i hope your fury has died when u read this.
i'm not saying i'm brainy i am brainy.. lolz... i feel much better now thanx....
that's good.
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