April 17, 2008

What Now???

"Why do I love" You, Sir?
Because—The Wind does not require the GrassTo answer—
Wherefore when He passShe cannot keep Her place.
Because He knows—andDo not You—And We know not—
Enough for UsThe Wisdom it be so—
The Lightning—never asked an EyeWherefore it shut—
when He was by—Because He knows it cannot speak—
And reasons not contained——Of Talk—T
here be—preferred by Daintier Folk—The Sunrise—
Sire—compelleth Me—Because He's Sunrise—and I see—
Therefore—Then—I love Thee—
Emily Dickinson

March 17, 2008

Soul Ripped Apart...

I feel like my soul has been ripped apart... I feel dead inside... I can hardly move.. breathe nor say a word... i'm weeping inside... i dont know wht the hell i'm gonna do.... i'm feeling shitty and so alone...
I know i'm gonna have to see more shitty things to come... and i wonder hw on earth i'm gonna put up with tt...
It has finally striked me tt u have drifted away from me 4 good...
i'm never gonna c u again..
I didnt even say gudbye...
I have wasted my life and time waiting.... hoping... wishing tt' u'll acknowledge i exist.. but looks like u don seem to give a damn...
My whole life i have waited for you to say you cared and loved... but u DONT GIVE a SHIT
My love 4 u has been a wasted
I wish i cld turn back time..............